My life has completely changed...

So, too much has happened since my last post.  My wonderful, amazing, love of my life, James died July 30, 2013, from injuries sustained in a rollover car accident five days prior.  My life is totally different now.  So, for obvious reasons, I lost my motivation.  Money is tight, the dogs are always in the way, making it difficult to work out.  Basically...life is amazingly stressful, BUT, it's been long enough, and it's time to get back on track.  James would be so pissed at me for essentially giving up...especially when I was doing SO well!  I was loving my body, I didn't feel so jiggly anymore.  I loved it!  BUT, now I'm back to fluctuating between my hated 157 and 162.  Ugh.  It has to go.  I have a friend that got and is still getting AMAZING results from Paleo.  I've done my research, I've bought some cookbooks, and I'm starting the diet/lifestyle change on Saturday.  It is so similar to the 17-Day Diet, and I love that, so this should be a breeze to just make the change, and leave the crap out.

So...here we go.  Time to take control of the things I actually have control over.  Time to stop making excuses, time to feel comfortable in my own skin, again, and time to make James proud of me, again.  Time for me to be proud of me, again.